Wednesday....WOW this week is flying by!!

   Wednesday Morning started out at 5:30 with a thought of "thank you, LORD, for the wake-up call" from the Rooster.  At 6:15, the thought was, "OK, LORD, can you please make this rooster be quiet?"  Then, at 6:35, "LORD, can this rooster please be dinner?"  Much to my disappointment, the rooster was still at the compound when we arrived back, but it got quiet around sundown, which was a great blessing - and, I guess we are guaranteed a wake up call on Thursday morning too??  YIPPEE!!!! (please read with sarcasm as I'm very tired from this stupid rooster)  And, let me just say that what really woke me up was the cricket that jumped on me when I was walking to the bathroom this morning.....for those of you who know my reactions around bugs of any kind, you will appreciate the mental image that you now have for a few minutes.

Alarm clock??

  Wow, how can I sum up today??  I guess the best thing to realize is that I can't sum it quickly.  :0)
  Today, we started at our normal time of 8:00 leaving the compound and taking the 1.75 hr long trip (only about 25-30 miles) on some of the bumpiest roads in creation to the village of Lanyi.  The drive seemed very quick, though, as we sang old hymns along the way led by a few members of the team.  We even re-enacted the previous days singing of songs that included (of course, in Moru), "Isaac drives the vehicle," "Jesus is number 1" and "white people make the fire light" (which means that white people preach the Word of God) as introduced to us by Paul, Archbishop of the world.
  When we arrived, we had some conversation with Pastor Charles and first extended our condolences as yesterday a boy from this village was killed in a car accident and the bodies were being brought back today and the funerals were happening in the morning.  We also asked him some questions about the village.  They were basic things like how many people lived there, how big his church is and stuff like that.  Needless to say, the word overwhelmed came rushing to mind when he said that there were approximately 2,276 people in this village, 950 households and that there were a total of 3 churches in the parish and 7 lay leaders.  WOW......a total of 10 people to lead 2,276.......that math simply doesn't work to effectively lead others in discipleship, teaching, showing the Word, sharing the Word or serving the world.  One could become exasperated and not even touch 1/2 of the people that they are responsible to shepherd.

the children that came for the teaching today

HOW SWEET!!!!  She came right to me too!!

  As was the custom with Monday and Tuesday, Bethany and I taught the gospel lesson with picture books and in story form relating it to items that they could understand.  We also read the scriptures from the Bible, but none of the ladies or children brought their Moru Bibles today, so the scriptures were interpreted.  This was a little disheartening, but we were still able to teach.  After this, Archbishop of the world led the group in singing a song or 2 and we went into the presentation about the oral rehydration solution. Because we had a MUCH bigger crowd today (approximately 100-125 women and children), we had them fetch the items for us and then had one of the ladies make the solution and offered it to the children to drink.  One priceless picture was one little girl who drank a sip, then went to hand the cup back to archbishop and quickly took it back to finish what was in the cup.  SO CUTE!!!!

Archbishop was about to lead us in some singing.....

  After the teaching, we had lunch.  As a side note (earlier in the morning), as Bethany and I sat watching the men teach the pastor about the water filtration system in the morning, we saw a young boy come in with a cow leg over his shoulder.....hoof and all.  We looked at one another and said, that's lunch!  And, it was!  Talk about fresh beef!!  It was delicious though.  On another side note.....I started taking my antibiotics today as a preventative measure for the things that we've been eating in the villages.  ;0)  Lunch was delicious and the conversation was good.  So was the brief rest.
  In the afternoon, Bethany, archbishop and I met with 3 ladies from the church to get an assessment of how well they understand the gospel.  Needless to say, there's a lot of work to be done with these villages as they all profess to have faith in Christ, but also claim that they can lose their salvation and they cling to a works-based mentality of their faith.  It's very heartbreaking.
  Then, we all piled in the truck again to begin the 1.75 hour long journey back to the compound.  When we were about 15 minutes away, we were passed on the road by a truck with a sign on the side that read "South Sudan Road Repair Project."  This left us with the burning question.....what in the world do they repair??  The dirt roads here leave a lot to be desired (in some ways, they remind me of driving about 40 miles on roads like the ones that are around my dad's fish ponds - over and over and over with about 12 people in the truck).  At least we know that the government of South Sudan has a plan for the reparation of the roads in the future, right?
  Tonight, when we were back at the compound, we shared a delicious dinner of beans and Mundri bread (some had tomatoes and onions - yes I tried them, but I STILL can't stomach a tomato).  And, then we had time to share with our partner, Jeffries, and one another about the day and then had our devotion.  Daniel read from John 1:1-10 tonight and it was such a great reminder about the fact that God has already won this spiritual battle in the world, but it's still our responsibility to share Christ with the rest of the world.  But, the darkness cannot snuff Him out!  As we were getting ready for prayer time, Archbishop of the world's cell phone rang and it didn't startle him at all.....he was sound asleep!!!  When we called his name a couple of times, he says, "I am not asleep".....just like anyone would, of course.
   What a great day!!  We only have 1 more ministry day left......wow it's gone by so quickly!

It's Tuesday!!!

"Therefore, having put away falsehood, let each one of you speak the truth with his neighbor, for we are members one of another." -Eph 4:25

That verse is PACKED with what the LORD sent us out to do today!  What a blessing today was on so very many levels.  We had our regular Sudanese breakfast of Mundri bread and scrambled (or fried, whichever you want to label them) eggs and then we packed up in the truck and headed out for the village of Buagyi (pronounced /bua gi/).  This trip was just a bit shorter than yesterday's, so today it only took us about 2 hours and 15 minutes to get there.  What a relief, a total of about 30 minutes knocked off the journey.  Although, some of the guys got a little creative and John and Eric were able to use some diapers (made by ladies in John's church) as cushions until it was time to get out of the car.  I think that today was a 10-15 diaper day.  VERY INVENTIVE!

Now, to get to why this is the verse that I felt most appropriate for today....this is exactly what we did today!  We proclaimed truth, God's truth about Him to the people of the village of Buagyi.  And, what a privilege that was.  

"Isaac drives the vehicle," "the white man brings the fire" (meaning that the white man brings good, Biblical teaching), and the one that we made up, "Archbishop of the world sings many, many songs" were the most sang songs of the day.  I'm not sure that Archbishop liked our song saying that he sings many songs, but we tried anyway.  On the ride, I received another name...."Dancing Lois,"  but someone tried to call me Louis....I draw the line with my new names right there!  I'm a girl, so let's just stick with the girl names, k?  

Bethany and I continued our regular schedule of teaching the gospel and oral hydration solution in the morning.  However, since Archbishop of the world was our interpreter, we started with a song that repeated "Jesus is #1, Jesus is #1" with various hand motions.  This was great to liven the ladies up to be ready to engage in our presentation.  They loved the pictures and stories that we shared with them and because over 1/2 of these ladies had Bibles, we were able to look up the individual scriptures of the salvation story and read them in English and then have a lady from the church read the same verse from the Moru Bible.  WHAT A TREAT!!  This really seemed to bring the message more to life for these ladies.

These are the ladies that came out for our teaching today

We wanted the ladies to see what the solution tasted like (and wanted to make sure not to waste any), so Archbishop tried it first, then the other ladies tried it too!

After Bethany and I finished our work with the ladies, we were able to sit around and talk with Archbishop of the whole world.  At one point, I asked, "what's that noise" and he replies (in true Vijay fashion - for those of you who know Vijay) "fire.  It's time for fire."  OH, OK, I didn't realize that there was "time" for fire, but apparently it was around 3:00 in the afternoon.  We also learned that Archbishop was 1 of 6 children, the only to survive.  His mom passed away when he was around 8 and he was sent to live with an uncle who only wanted him to watch the sorghum.  However, Archbishop wanted to attend primary school, so he snuck away to go to classes, but his uncle found out.  Shortly after his uncle found out, the war started and they then had to live in the bush for about the next 10 years.

Always time for a photo-op!  I will say one thing, I'm glad I didn't have a full-length mirror there because I probably wouldn't have work THAT!  Um....stylin' is all I have to say......simply stylin'

I snuck in the bag to snag a picture of everyone after the men's teaching was finished 

After we returned to the compound, we could hear the sound of the children playing at/near the compound and I couldn't help but think.......a child's sweet laughter sounds the same in South Sudan as it does in Alabama and in India.  It's one of the sweetest sounds on earth to hear!!  Regardless of the circumstances, a lot of other temporal concerns seem to just melt away when you hear such a sweet sound.

At our nightly debriefing and devotional time, Daniel shared some with us regarding unity in the body of Christ.  This simply propelled our conversation to "how can we best be unified with our South Sudanese brothers and sisters?"  We discussed the information that we obtained from our assessments and realized that what is most needed for these people is Biblical training.  Pastors are included in this need, by the way.  They need a hunger for the Word of God and they need to be able to understand it.  They are aware that the Spirit interprets the scriptures for them, however they did not show us any evidence of where to find a story in the Bible about sin/corruption, redemption, changing after the new birth, etc....  Jeffries was very open and honest with us about his needs and he expressed a desire to provide training to the pastors specifically of each village and  to help them implement "Sunday School"  so that they will have an organized fashion where they can learn more of God and His relationship with man.  He also asked that we pray for him and we ask that everyone reading this message will pray for Jeffries and his team and the work that they are doing to diligently work to make the gospel known amongst the people of South Sudan.

The things I'm so overwhelmed by today are the love that Jeffries has for his people and how that overflows in all that he says and does and is his motivation.  He was so open and honest with us about this heavy burden on his heart that anyone could see how deep and great his desire is for his people to know the Word of the one, true God.  He is not distracted at all by the fact that they are seemingly very works-based right now, but knows that they need proper Biblical training in order to see the right view of God.  He told us that we are probably the first people to visit these villages with teaching as most previous trips have focused on basic life-sustaining efforts like providing clean water and basic triage and medical care......how can that not overwhelm someone?  The gospel, with scripture, is probably being heard for the first time in each of these villages.  WOW!!!!!  So, at the end of yesterday, we were so hard on our South Sudanese brothers and sisters who believe in a works-based salvation (or really, God PLUS <anything else>); today , we walk away very burdened knowing the amount of training that is needed.

My struggles today are that of westerners being westerners - thinking that we have all of the right answers to make things more efficient, cheaper, "better" than the way that the natives do it.  This was evident today when we asked one of the ladies to take a picture of us with Archbishop and a couple other ladies and she simply couldn't do it.  I had to get everyone together, show her exactly where to hold the camera and when to press the button to make sure that we were all in the picture.  You know what?  She had ever had to do it!  I wonder how often we go into places with great intentions of making fast changes and then are hit square in the face with the reality that this is going to be received well for just 1 moment.....while we are there, but is not sustainable.  And, it also serves to separate us from the people that we are trying so desperately to reach.  I think that this is something that we need to always consider before ever taking anything into another context to teach.

Monday - it's time to get started!!

What an amazing, long, wonderful day!!!  Let me first start off by saying that we serve a great God!!  He is worthy of all praise, glory, and honor!!

First, we started our "1.5-hour," or 40 mile journey (which rapidly turned into 2.5 hours because of the conditions of the roads here in South Sudan) to the village of Witto.  As we were driving down the road, we could see the excitement in the faces of the kids and hear them yelling "mondele, mondele" (white man, white man) and waving to us.  Pretty much everyone that we saw, we waved to and I would say about 98% waved back and smiled at us.  It's so great to have such a greeting committee on the side of the road.  We can see the school children walking down the road with bundles of elephant grass on their heads or in their hands.....tuition!  One image that I wish I couldn've gotten a picture of was a group of 4-5 kids walking carrying their elephant grass and this 1 little boy (couldn't have been more than 5-6 years old) running behind them trying to catch up and trying to hold onto 1 backpack that was about to fall off his arm while another was on his back.  It was such a cute picture!  

We were greeted in Witto there by the people who live there as well as those who live in a nearby village, Matta.  As was the plan, they greeted us and we introduced ourselves to the local church and told them our plan for the day.  For the most part, shockingly, everything went according to plan (except for following the time frame - since we had already gotten 1 hour behind because of the journey).  During our greeting, Bethany got stung by a wasp and thought she was going to die.  Thankfully....she didn't die (we don't even think that the stinger was in her arm....it was really an almost sting, but the place did swell, so we'll give it to her that she was stung by a wasp).

Bethany and I were ready to meet the ladies that we would spend the next few hours with sharing the gospel and teaching how to make an oral rehydration solution

Bethany and I were able to spend some valuable time with the ladies by telling them the gospel story (in true Sudanese fashion with pictures and stories that they can relate to) and then by telling them a story about "Emmanuel" who contracted diarrhea and how to keep him safe and hydrated while he was sick.  The ladies expressed understanding and were so prepared for the things that we had planned that we finished in a mere 3 hours - before lunch!  They already had the sugar, salt and clean water available, so this part of our plan worked far better than expected.  And, because the ladies were able to finish so quickly, they were able to loan their interpreter to some of the men to get an assessment of their knowledge of the gospel to teach them how to use the Sawyer Water Filtration System as a back-up to the well.

These are the ladies that were able to join us....more came in throughout, though.

During lunch, the men in the village presented us with a gift of honey.  In this culture, honey is a very sacrificial gift to give/receive.  They have to wait until it's dark at night, then go to the tree where the bee hives are.  They take a torch to basically smoke the bees out of the hive as much as they can.  Then, they harvest the honey and the comb.  It was A LOT of pure honey!!  It's such a sweet blessing to be here with these people.

We were able to get 3 different assessments of the people's understanding of the gospel and as we discussed tonight, this was very burdensome to us because most of them expressed a belief in faith in God PLUS works.  This also gave us fuel for items to focus on throughout the remainder of the week and helped serve as a reason for rearranging our days a little.  Now, our plans are no longer to complete the assessments with the in the afternoon everyday (after the teaching), but rather in the morning (to lead into the teaching).  It also served to help us evaluate how we can come home and best share the story of the Moru tribes in South Sudan, specifically the tribes with which we are working.

We decided to get 1 last picture with as many of the ladies as we could.  :0)

While we were in this village, Bethany and I had an opportunity to use the latrine.  Ummmmm.....interesting is about the only word to describe this experience.  VERY INTERESTING!

As we were getting ready to leave, a lady named Wilima came up to me and gave me a gala (it's a small gourd filled with something to make noise that's used in African worship services) and it has her name etched into it!  I'm pretty sure that she made it after we completed the assessment with the ladies and before we left.  Such a sweet, special gift!  Wilima actually spoke good English, but she kept this a secret until about an hour before the team left the village.

Probably my favorite picture of a sunset that I took today!  Isn't it beautiful??

While, yes, it was a long and stressful day, but it was wonderful!  I wonder what tomorrow will bring!

It's time to worship with the church in South Sudan!

       A mighty fortress is our God, a bulwark never failing.  I woke up with first 2 lines of this song in my head and it's a great reminder that God is our fortress and he will never fail us (but I do wish I remembered the rest of the song).  Today started with breakfast of champions, Mundri bread and eggs cooked by our sweet hostesses, and I think that we all chose the option of taking in a little hot tea so that we could have some help from the caffeine to get us going.  We split into 3 different groups today to worship with the church in South Sudan.  John and I worshipped with the church at Okarri where John delivered the message and I extended a greeting from Philippians 1

After services this morning, we joined back together at the compound for lunch and the men went out under the mango tree to teach whomever would come.

A picture from the worship service on Sunday morning

Archbishop interpreted the message that John taught at the service on Sunday

Later in the afternoon, we got word that the commissioner was on his way.  Because of this, we all went out to meet him and spend some time with him.  He and his friends spoke to us about things that were changing within South Sudan and mentioned several things that simply broke the hearts of some of us (including that they want to build bigger buildings and no longer have big trees, the women should teach their wives to be good housewives, God is very rich and doesn't want us to just minister to the poor, He wants to make us very rich too, and he said that all world religions are basically the same).  WELL......if they wanted Bethany and me to teach their wives how to be "good housewives," I think that the WRONG people are here!!  I am over 30 and have never been married.....I can tell them what I've seen, but I have no references (even in scripture) for how to be a housewife - I'm pretty sure that the Proverbs 31 woman wasn't a housewife, since she worked with her hands, invested in land, and made sure that her family was nurtured.  But, back the commissioners comments, I mention them mainly to ask that you please pray for both the leadership and the people in the County of Mundri that they would be infected with the true Gospel of salvation through Christ Jesus alone.  And that they would see the purpose of glorifying God's great name among the nations!  Pray that they would see in scripture that it's not about gaining worldly wealth, building taller buildings, and bringing more wealth to South Sudan.  Pray that God would open their eyes that there is only 1 way to salvation and that all world religions are not alike.  Pray also that they will realize that God will give them a new love for ministering to the poor, not simply taking them out of their circumstances for the sake of giving them more material possessions.  There was also some talk of American politics and what is going wrong in America.....why some don't support Obama.  Jeffries later told us that most people in Africa see Obama as a hero, but can't state any heroic qualifications when they are asked.  They don't understand why a lot of people in the states don't like him as the president and they only site racial bias as the reason.  What an unfortunate line of thinking.

The message I came away with today is that we have things so messed up in America and the image that we portray to the rest of the world of our so-called "Christian nation" is a bunch of falsehoods that only serve to make us feel better for a short time.  Some other key things to note from today include:

-Archbishop has renamed me again - I'm now Lohassa!!  What in the world?  But, John seems to want to call me Louise.....I wonder how many names I'll have before we leave.  I'll probably just start answering to anything that I hear and say "sorry" when I realize that it's not really me that they want....hahaha.

-Archbishop has also told me to get ready because there will be much practice in learning African dancing by driving up and down the roads on the way from Mundri to the villages.  I just wish that my friends that I spent time in India with last September were here to re-live this with me.  Leslie, David, and Jessica would love it.....and Corey and Brian have already lived it here in South Sudan.

LOOKS LIKE WE MADE IT!!!!

Saturday has been a bit of an eventful day.....in a very good way!!  We woke up earlier than we had anticipated in order to make it to the airfield on time.  This meant that we only got about 4 hours of sleep.  AND, this 4 hours was cut short by a horrible thunderstorm in the middle of the night that woke everyone up thinking, "what was that?"......especially in light of the previous days' news.  It was by no means a peaceful storm that someone could just sleep through (except for Daniel.....he knew nothing about it when we talked at breakfast this morning).  We made the drive to the MAF air field and so many things remind me of northern India in the foothills of the Himalayan Mountains.  The roads, the houses, the people, the poverty.  It just overwhelms me.  We were able to get our bags checked in (somewhat half-heartedly) and weighed (we were good with the weight, so nothing had to stay in Uganda).

Our plane that will take us into South Sudan!

     We found out this morning (or maybe late yesterday) that now all people entering the country of South Sudan have to go first to Juba in order to receive the passport stamps and visa, then we are directed onward to our destination.  We boarded our plane with Simon Elliott (one is his real name and other is not, but I can't remember which) to take us to Mundri.  The flight was very smooth and just such a wonderful time with the LORD.  Some things that God always teaches me when I fly, but even more so in the charter plane, is how big He is.  He is absolutely incomprehensible!!  He created this whole earth by simply speaking it into being, so why do I ever question His ability to provide for my needs?  I know that He is sovereign and loving and caring and compassionate, but also just and righteous and full of wrath and anger due sinners.  I don't pretend to know how these work together, but when flying over southern Uganda and into southern South Sudan, I simply can't fathom it.  The land is so green and lush - much more than I was expecting (probably not as much as some may think, but much more than I had expected).  We flew over the Nile River and on my side of the plane seemed like a simple stream, but on the left side of the plane was an overwhelming body of water.  Again, God did that.  He gave us a beautiful day with little turbulence to fly in and blessed us with views of such a wonderful country that not so very long ago was torn by civil war where all of the people that we will meet were affected.

We stopped in Arua to register with Uganda that we were no longer going to be in their country, then we headed to Juba.  When we landed, there were many UN planes and helicopters at the airport as well as a paved runway!!  NOT what we were expecting, but a blessed surprise.  One of the memorable moments for all of us was that this is the first stamp any of us have in our passports from the "Republic of South Sudan" - now it's own independent country.  What a blessing to be in such a new country and to be able to take part in what the LORD is doing here.  While in line to get our entry stamp in our passports, I overheard 1 lady ask her pilot if she was in Africa.  He replied, "yes, we are in South Sudan."  Ummmm, it's a pretty difficult place to get to, so I can't imagine someone just coming by accident!  How could you not know where you are?  Or, at least that you're on the continent of Africa??  But, I digress......we were able to obtain our stamps in our passports and we were freed to fly to Mundri.

       After 1 somewhat interesting attempt to land on the airstrip (there were cows on the runway), we were able to land safely and we were greeted by Jeffries, Coffee and Repent.  Such beautiful brothers in the faith in South Sudan and it was such a blessing for them to come and greet us and make sure that we were taken care of.  We traveled from the air strip to the "BrookHills Compound" in Mundri, South Sudan which is where we'll be staying for the week.  It's much hotter here than it was in Uganda, but I know that the LORD will provide for us while He is allowing us to do His work here.  What a blessing and an honor to be part of building the kingdom of God.  We visited under the Mango tree and had our orientation with Jeffries and Repent and discussed the events of the coming week.

My bed at the MAF guest house

The afternoon was filled with activities too, after we arrived in Mundri, but Bethany and I were TIRED!  We laid down to take a 30-minute nap.  Well, 1.5 hours later, we woke up and realized that we were missing out on some time with the children who are sponsored through 4 Corners.  What a disappointment to have missed the first part of this, but we caught up quickly by playing with and taking pictures of the kids who had already finished with the afternoon's activities.

BrookHills Compound

Also, this afternoon, we met Paul, the "Archbishop of the world" (I will refer to him as Archbishop mostly from now on).  He is such a delightful man who longs to teach other God's grace and salvation in Christ alone.  He leads Sunday School classes and also serves in his church whenever he is needed.  Such an amazing blessing to meet him.  I asked him how he got his name and his reply was, "I call myself that because I want to be a bishop, but there are already so many.  I want to be the bishop of other denominations, but there are so many....there are no vacancies.  So, the vacancy is Archbishop of the world, so I will take that one."  ALRIGHTY!  You got it was my thought and I will call him Archbishop from now on.  He has thought that "Louanne" is too hard to pronounce, so he has renamed me "Lois."  I can handle that....

In the evening, after we all got cleaned up, we were served a delicious dinner and had our evening devotion where Jeffries shared a history of the church in South Sudan and also shared a lot of the struggles that they currently face.  One of the main ones that he mentioned was that the people struggle with trusting in the faith of God to produce works, but have gone to more of a "works based" type of thinking overall as justification for their sins.  He mentioned that this type of thinking is much more reminiscent of the Roman Catholic Church than that of the evangelical church.

Overall, it's been a FANTASTIC day where God has shown each of us so many different attributes of His character.  Just as a reminder of the ones that are so evident today: He is sovereign, loving, caring, righteous, full of anger, forgiving, limitless, independent of space and matter and He created this world and these people.  He has a great plan to make His name known among them and we are all grateful that He has chosen to allow us to participate in bringing His great name great glory which we rejoice in!

The journey there.....

Pretty much all we have done today is fly.  We flew into Amsterdam to start the day, now we are on the flight to Entebbe - stopping at Kigali, though.  They made me check my carry-on bag with 1/2 of the materials and all of my food and clothes.  I trust the LORD that He will get the bag to Entebbe so that I can have the use of the teaching materials that we need and also so that I can have (and ultimately give away) the clothes that I brought.  I still feel like there are so many things that I don't know and I know that I'll be overwhelmed when we land.  I look forward, though, to what all God will teach me about Himself and that He will open my eyes to pray and to praise Him with a renewed fervor as a result of this trip.  I'm excited about being disconnected from e-mail, text and facebook for a little while; but I'm also scared of being so disconnected.  I know that God has this all under His great control too.  I took this time in the plane to spend some concentrated time in prayer and journaling, something that I need to do more often.

"LORD of all the earth, we shout your name, filling up the skies with endless praise, Yahweh, Yahweh, we love to shout your name, oh Lord!!"  I just lift up endless praises to the Father for who He is and also that He allows me to join in His ultimate desire that His Name be known amongst all nations.  As I work to get to a place far away from home, I labor for 1 thing and 1 thing alone - to make His Name great!  That's my ultimate goal and that's what I know that He'll bless.  I get overwhelmed sometimes, though, when I consider how limited I am.  I am 1 person.....I am a single female and I completely know what this means in a lot of cultures.  Above the age of 30 and still not married, people wonder what's wrong.  And, they ask, which brings a flood of other emotions to the surface!  Especially people in other cultures ask....they are very curious and I respect them for asking.  But, the reality is, I have no clue!  One thing that I do know, though, is that I don't want to squander my singleness.  I want my life to count to make God's glory known.....which is why I'm on this plane to South Sudan.  People ask me what drew me to South Sudan, and all I can say is that God led me there and paved the way.  I can't explain it, but here I am.  I am inadequate, unfamiliar with the culture and land, and flawed in so many ways.  I know that I have nothing to stand on apart from Scripture and for that, I'm grateful because God will bless the proclamation of His Word.  So, this is the plan for the next week (and for life).....to stand on the promises of God and to point others to Him.

IT'S TIME.....we are on our way!!

Thursday morning, we met and drove to ATL to be driven to the airport by my cousin's sister-in-law, Joy, who I am so grateful for.  On the way to ATL, I got the bright idea to open facebook, where I saw a status update about a bombing of a refugee camp in South Sudan.  They reported that 4-5 bombs were dropped, but they suspected no injuries at that point.  What an overwhelming bit of information to get as we are now on our way to this country.....although, it will be a couple of days before we actually make it there.  Of course, this just increased my anxiety a little more about the journey on which we are embarking.  But, Daniel reminded Bethany and me that God is sovereign over this and everything on the planet.  He also reminded us that if God can keep us safe at home, He can keep us safe in South Sudan; but if He can't keep us safe at home, He can't keep us safe anywhere.  What a truth I needed to hear.

The things we know now - 25 are suspected dead and the Sudanese government is suspected to have orchestrated and carried out the attack on South Sudan.  We know that the people at refugee camp had fled Sudan for freedom that they could find in South Sudan.  And, the bombings took place in an oil rich area called the Unity State which is where fighting is still occurring near the borders of Sudan and South Sudan.  We know that we are traveling into an area where spiritual warfare is very present and where satan is living and working to distract from the glory that is due and will be paid to God alone.   WOW......God has trusted us to take His gospel to the nations and that's what we'll do.  Apart from Him we have no life anyway, so in His will, although dangerous and scary often times, is the safest place to be.  I used my judgement not to tell my family about these bombings, hoping that they won't hear from another source because they were also more anxious about this trip than any other that I've been on.  But, I did send an e-mail to some friends asking them to pray for the people that were affected and also for us with our increased anxieties after the events of the day.  We now know that this area is far north of where we were going to be working, which was very comforting to find out (just being completely honest).

We all met in Atlanta at the airport, checked our bags and walked through security.  We got our last few phone calls in before leaving the convenience of being able to talk to people anytime you want.  At the time called, we boarded our plane heading for Amsterdam where we were able to get some rest before the stressful week that we are heading into.

My bags altogether weigh around 60 pounds......we are only supposed to take 50 pounds with us on the MAF flight.  I wonder what I'll have to leave in Uganda???

One last picture at the ATL airport before leaving.